1st time...1st time i tear for girl...

last night ...
the 1st time i so sad till tear...
i have never ever no i will tear 4 e girl...
and no wat
my father is sleep in me room...
i cant make anysound...
it feels horrible..
my thropple felt so bad...
ya i am danm...

how can she like me again..
she will never like me ba...

haiz...
she kill all me love on her?
possible?
i had a feel she don 1 kill all my love on her...
she still want me love her...
i no last two time we stead is all my fault..
i really really regrect about tt...
i alway blame myself too..
but just happen no 1 no...
i feel i am man..i wont show any weak side of me..
am i right?
i change me bolg address le...
i don 1 let her c wat i write...but..but
but
i hope she can find my blog...
really
if happen u found my this address..
i will very happy
i..will
wil..
haiz...

i no...now all this is all cause by me...
all my fault..i deserve all this...

i no wat u thinkin too...
even u like me u also wont dare to start...
i cause u not trust on love...
its all me fault...
now become like this
i deserve it!

but u ...just don no y i cant stop love u
i try to love other ppl to forget u be4..but it does work

k la end here ba...
things over le..

k

say last time "i wanna love u,wanna keep u deep in me heart"

k la...
i shouldn say tt...

tml comin le...
i will slowly use to treat u like my bro~
no i should call u the sis^^
hope wat u say is wat u really means~
don hind anything from me....
if u wanna hind..
hope u r clever enugh to hind it forever from me......
if i sense anything wrong..i don no wat i will do...
...
..
.
gd luck for exam^^
i wanna love u,keep u deep in me heart...
can i?

ytd...

k...die

me dad tml afternoon 5 o'clock reach singapore!!
.....
....
..
.
i
am
dead!!

stress!!!!
panda needs help!!!!!!
omg...
this week end will be a long week end!!

feelin...empty

k..
ct1 goin finsh le..tml las paper
n me dad comin to singapore..
got no idea wat he want to do...

feelin time past so fast...
just now sleep~
had a stupid dream...make me feel i am so empty
sooo empty...
that's nothin in me...

k forget about it...
now must fill myself up..

let c~how i can fill me up~~
erm...
ah~skate! yoz~haha
k...few more...drawin? k drawin...
wanna try go out skatch ppl's face and sell them my pis~haha
become a street artist~
hehe..it will be fun

k must train hard on my drawin skill!!
i wanna impress every1!!i will do it!!
haha..

wat els ha?
erm...
don no le...

oh ya...a new movie comin!!
i wanna watch..[the wat wat movin castle de]
who interested in goin??

erm..finally relax a bit le

k...
y i say relax is cause me this few day really got work hard la~[last minute ma]
then feel a bit stress~cause a lot stuff still don no..then study like siao..lolx
then no wat?
the history and lit still die die la..haiz
study for nothing liao...
now left sci important only le..haha
then now only left with the spellin haha..
later night eat them up then can liao~~hahaha

so...me father is comin to singapore le:'(
is either this friday or saturday...
die die...haiz...troublesome

wat will he do when he come ha?
haiz...cant imagine
somebody help~~

-.-lame...

haiz

have face him myself le..cant run le..
hope him don treat me like small little kids anymore...
don help me decide anything anymore^^

gd luck to meself ba~
yoz...xiu gd luck

haha
i siao again~~

ah!! cant finish history!!

omg!!

goin to eat my book:'(

history 1st!!
k now i goin eat up the history!!
later finish then back^^

haiz~~i am dead!! wat should i do??!! in trouble!!

haiz..feelin terrible now! really!! helpless!!!
so long didn c dad angery le...now he..he..is angry!!!!
and wanna fly all the way from china to here to give me a lesson!!!!!
this time i am dead~~really no 1 can help le....haiz~

now i envy ppl who belive in god or watever~
i pray no 1....haiz
die die..who goin help me!!
in trouble big trouble!!!

wanna cry sia~~but don no 4 wat~~
so long never worry like this le!!!

this time cant run le!!
must face me dad le!!oh my god!!!

yas!!

goin back china!!
wawoo~
so happy^^
don no wat to sa liao~~ wahahaha
i miss home
wanna go back earlier!!
haha
i miss everything over china~
few years didn go back for chinese new year le~~
omg....this time goin back i will take a lots of photo
~~wahahha
happy!!!!
bery happy!!!
k la bag up liao~
bye^^

erm...

yoyo~long time no blog le~busy playin photo ma^^
haha...
so today me run the 2.4
thk to ch la
help me change tt thing then i can run
hope can pass
hahaha
get 15 leh..1st time get this fast
lolx
then wat els leh?
e...
end here 1st ba..
tt stuff...sure le then write^^