1st time...1st time i tear for girl...

last night ...
the 1st time i so sad till tear...
i have never ever no i will tear 4 e girl...
and no wat
my father is sleep in me room...
i cant make anysound...
it feels horrible..
my thropple felt so bad...
ya i am danm...

how can she like me again..
she will never like me ba...

haiz...
she kill all me love on her?
possible?
i had a feel she don 1 kill all my love on her...
she still want me love her...
i no last two time we stead is all my fault..
i really really regrect about tt...
i alway blame myself too..
but just happen no 1 no...
i feel i am man..i wont show any weak side of me..
am i right?
i change me bolg address le...
i don 1 let her c wat i write...but..but
but
i hope she can find my blog...
really
if happen u found my this address..
i will very happy
i..will
wil..
haiz...

i no...now all this is all cause by me...
all my fault..i deserve all this...

i no wat u thinkin too...
even u like me u also wont dare to start...
i cause u not trust on love...
its all me fault...
now become like this
i deserve it!

but u ...just don no y i cant stop love u
i try to love other ppl to forget u be4..but it does work

k la end here ba...
things over le..

k

say last time "i wanna love u,wanna keep u deep in me heart"

k la...
i shouldn say tt...

tml comin le...
i will slowly use to treat u like my bro~
no i should call u the sis^^
hope wat u say is wat u really means~
don hind anything from me....
if u wanna hind..
hope u r clever enugh to hind it forever from me......
if i sense anything wrong..i don no wat i will do...
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gd luck for exam^^
i wanna love u,keep u deep in me heart...
can i?