haiz~~i am dead!! wat should i do??!! in trouble!!

haiz..feelin terrible now! really!! helpless!!!
so long didn c dad angery le...now he..he..is angry!!!!
and wanna fly all the way from china to here to give me a lesson!!!!!
this time i am dead~~really no 1 can help le....haiz~

now i envy ppl who belive in god or watever~
i pray no 1....haiz
die die..who goin help me!!
in trouble big trouble!!!

wanna cry sia~~but don no 4 wat~~
so long never worry like this le!!!

this time cant run le!!
must face me dad le!!oh my god!!!