my stand is not firm

my not firm stand had cause all this happen
is my wrong to do
my wrong forget
haiz...
y am i feelin i am empty
wat cause this
where is the root of all this
do i no
or i am lyin to myself
is all my wrong
wherewherewherewherewhereisit
where
where to look for e answer
how
should i
should i just speak out my feelin
should i?
can i?
may i?
arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how piss off i can be
i deeply truely madly hate myself
to no extend....
no..
i am in deep trouble find the way
always lost as usual